On the surface, they say words such as self-love or whatever
They prided that they know you well -know your pattern, know your personality, know your character and constantly pointing out your flaws. But honestly, is what you see what you get? Have they ever considered that people put up fronts to hide something? Perhaps the lack of sense of security, feeling envious, the emptiness in the midst of a crowd etc.
How deep of a person can you truly understand?
Do you really understand what he/she is thinking?
Do you really understand how he/she is feeling?
Do you really know what he/she is going through?
Do you really know what he/she is struggling with?
How can you fully understand a person's feelings when you have not walked a mile in his/her shoes? If you are not that person, how can you say you understand him/her well? You are not living his/her life.
Yes, you have your struggles
Yes, you have your troubles
Yes, you have your issues
but the experiences are not the same. It never is and will never be.
They think that you are unappreciative, lazy, ungrateful and the list goes on but really, do they know your inner-thoughts? The little things that you do go unnoticed. Humans are just like that.
I am no saint but I try to follow the bible's teachings. I am not perfect but I am trying.
The struggle between christian thoughts and human thoughts is real. It has come to a point where I feel so numb I cannot even be bothered to speak up or defend myself.
Perhaps some things are just not meant to be in your life, no matter how much you yearn.
Just need an outlet to get it off my chest.
Can't wait to escape from all of these zz