It seems like I haven't really gotten over my fear of tongues wagging.
I know I should be mentally prepared for this the moment I leave and I keep telling myself that I don't bother about what others say about me.
But I don't know why,somewhere;a tiny part of me is scared.
& that tiny part do mind after all.
I keep thinking of excuses and reasons but I know deep down I will never reveal the real reason.
I don't want to hurt the mates by those excuses and reasons.
So tell me what should I do?
Does anyone understands how I feel?
I feel so unprepared for this.