Trusting is hard. Knowing who to trust, even harder

 

I feel that whenever I hear or read a certain name, a small part of me can't help but shut down

Who would have thought that 

this sense of insecurity is developed from knowing the past and the truth.

I know it is me overthinking but I just can't help it

no matter how many times I try to convince myself.

How to take this leap of faith?

What to do?